Came so far yet so near....

Not too sure why I feel the way i feel. like I have came a million mile yet not moved forward... I am not to sure if it is because I am emoing.
Still feel like I am not part of it all.... like being still the last to be picked. Maybe it is the loneliness that is settling in right now. Being away from so many many things, ministry, work, people.
Life is so strange right now.... Well, I am quite sure that I will not make it on my own but with u Lord Jesus and Mother Mary, I am confident.
For now just dwelling... in silent
Wishing u Jesus